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August 23 GMT 22:09 ,22/August/2009, Saturday, Sunny, LondonSo, a lot have been happening the last 10 days or so. --Finished watching Ga-Rei the anime(<食灵>的动画) --keep following Bleach and Naruto. --Finished watching Rosario and Vampire Capu2 the anime(<十字架与吸血鬼>第二季)，and also catched up with the manga as well, interesting thing is, moka, cocoa and khalua are all drinks related to cocoa... ... --Finished watching Wolf and Spice(<狼与香辛料>) the anime(both seasons), I have to say, this is a good anime. --Finished watching yami to boushi to hon no tabibito the anime(<暗与帽子与书的旅人>的动画片), I felt it not worth watching. --Listening to music videos of 'Dr Bombay', stupid in a light-hearted and funny way, of which I liked. and last Saturday(15/Aug/2009), I attended a friends' reunion, can't believe some of us already got married, but come to thing of it, eight years now have passed since we first arrived here, it's about time. and after that, I spent the whole weekdays(5 days, 17/Aug to 21/Aug) at my other friend's house, and he's going to get married this year also, haven't chosen the exact date yet, but it is certainly going to happen before December. so, while I was at his place, I bought a hair clipper at Argos, It was on Tuesday, quite a day I 've had, first of all, I walked to the shop, but originally I was heading for the opposite direction, the journey should normally take 15 minutes one-way, but I walked in the opposite direction for more than one hour without noticing it, maybe it because I was walking alongside a waterway and gotten carried away by the beautiful scenery...anyway, it took me 2 and half hour to get to the shop Argos, while I was in the shop, something more mysterious had happened. The shop works like this: there are lots of same catalogue which you would run through first and then you make a choice , place the order and pay and collect your item when the number on your receipt is shouted. My number is 572, I had one glance, and a minute later, I recalled it as 702, so, what should be 3 minutes of waiting took me 1 hour and half and there are still some other 20 customers waiting to be called before me, and I glanced at my receipts again... at felt seriously frustrated, I just can't believe my eyes , now it's 680 something in the queue... but gladly at the same time one of the employee there noticed the suspicious unwanted item on the sorting table and called my number again, so I swiftly answered and took my item without hesitation, only to found out that, I placed the wrong order, I am after a hair clipper, but instead I ordered a grooming kit, so, went back to customer service, returned the item and re-placed the order, and was issued a new receipt with, of course, a new number. and guess what the number is !!! 702!!! What a coincidence! It like I had magical eyes which see into the future!(I know , I know, thin comfort, but better than none). -------------------------------- and I have to mention that on my way back, I acted too clever by half, not learning from my lessons: I took a short cut only to find out it is a cul-de-sac half an hour later... and oh yes, I bought a bag of gardening compost(15 litres!) and other stuffs as well! and the bag is cutting into my poor hand. -------------------------------- so, that's the story of that day. ---Almost! the night I went to Tesco and , bought two packs of the world's hottest chilli ---- Dorset Naga (scientifically proven, entered Guinness World Records in 2007 as the world's hottest chilli, replacing previous champion the mexican Red Savina)! and there are lots of videos on Ytube filming people who eating this Dorset Naga pepper WHOLE and RAW! and I did the same on Tuesday night and ,,, it wasn't really funny it was a big mistake... (see pictures in the album <AfterAprilGrocerTo22August2009>) one minute after chewing and ingestion, I was all hot like hell and sweating like mad, choking and burping, I could even smell my breath which was smelled nothing but chilli pepper and pepper and pepper, and about 2minutes later I was pressing my stomach so hard but it still felt burning inside and I was down on my knees(literally) and drooling like tap, and another 2 minutes later I reached my limit and stormed into the bathroom busy throwing up everything I had for dinner... ... it was not until another 10 minutes before I could pull myself together and managed walking out of the toilet. ----anyway, "been there, done that, got the T-shirt" and that's my Dorset Naga experience...  on Thursday I had my haircut, all by myself, meant to cut it into 2cm long, but while I was trimming around my ears using the closest shave I found some uncut hair poking out the top of my head, and you know what happened, in the end I have to close shave all of my head again, truely skin head... ... -------------------------------- and I did some gardening as well, can't remember which day it was but it must been on or after Tuesday(because I used the compost), I sow some garlic. =================================================================== and basically that all about the week before today. Today(Saturday), worked in the Salvation Army again, and had some interesting chat with the manager Rupert, basicall he was sorting out the clothes at the other side of the table and I was doing the hanging of clothes and we start chatting and he told me he's going to get married next month (damn! why is everybody going to get married?) and we talked and talked and focused on the topic of his love life, and his ex'es.(he told me he seems to bring good lucks to his girlfriend, all of them are either rich or becoming rich/famous, in a news presenter or artist kind of way.) ----Mariana, the later news presenter, his first serious relationship, lady in red, in a party, the kiss and ,first 'enlightenment' ----Jane, also became a news presenter later, his high school girl friend. ----Tara, the millionaire's daughter, good looking, rich, art classes, the human body drawing session, storming out, invitation to a party by the girl, her own Mercedes, her place, wonderful sex, ups and downs of the relationship, break ups and getting together again, dumping the girl, the girl waited. ----Kate(or Kath, I can't remember) the disaster, the college love, the elder lover, the temptress (who introduced him to mushrooms and other drugs), the mother of his daughter. ----a series of short relationships with Eastern-Europeans, the beautiful beautiful Russian gold digger, honey trapper; the sexually insatiable Romanian... ...and stuff ----Then Gemma, the work collegue, the fiancee, the wife-to-be(next month). the younger lover (of my age), but the mentally matured one, the song writer, singer, who is going to held one gig at 4th of September (next month). Pretty eye-opening, first hand materials... ... and he is now wanted to settle down, have a peaceful family life with less drama. All these, all his stories , left me wondering who and where the 'love of my life' is. Shouldn't I have a story of my own? ---------------------------------- and I learn yet another name: Barry Manilow and we talked a lot about confusions at one's 20's as well. All in all, A pretty communicative day I've had. 【补】22:20 GMT 14/Aug/2009 去百度伪娘吧转了一圈... ... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 我也要当伪娘！ 【补】23:03,London,12/Aug/2009,Wednesday 今天去还书，没有刮胡子，没有洗头发，像个稻草人一样就出去了，刚好Linsey今天上班，一定被我这个样子雷到了，我有罪。  ----收拾干净自己，也是对别人眼睛的一种尊重... ... 前几天，周六，在义工店碰到Rupert，聊着聊着就聊到了mushroom，哦，对了，是从音乐聊上去的。然后这家伙，居然年轻的时候除了 mushroom，lsd也碰过，我问了他怎么接触到mushroom的，他说是因为当时那个女朋友带坏的，然后还跟我讲了在Richmond公园采摘野 生mushroom的经过... ...，结果碰到女骑警，说不能采，所有公园里的这些东西都是属于女王的。 哈哈，没想到女王也好这一口... ...  我就介绍了我所知道的，salvia，wild lettuce什么的。 再前一阵子帮人越狱itouch2 ================ 这周六朋友一个聚会/婚礼 周日另一个朋友请吃火锅，hooray～～～～ ================ 除了我自己，不知道自己在干什么... ... ================ 哦！，对了，收鱼，开心网上收鱼... ... ================ ----又感觉自己想通了不少问题，但是回过头去，却记不起自己来时的路。 感觉非常空虚和失败。 【补】看完《School Days》了--2009-07-28 15:31 道德教育片....道德教育片.... 充满反例的道德教育片.... 不是韦小宝，就不要到处沾花惹草啊... ... 【补】GMT 02:52 26-July-2009, Sunday,London 呃。。。。写不写日记呢？ 上周六去salvation army打工，一路无话， 除了窜来了一个叫Richard的家伙，20来岁，胖胖的，而且还是英国宅男，稀有啊！！所以和他一见如故，聊了好多游戏，动漫之类的。 这周六更无聊，又是只有我一个男的，在众多阿婆阿妈中间。最后画画的Billy来了，我帮他带上了他那个复杂的耳坠，然后聊了一些关于电脑方面的东西，听说他要买手提... ... ========= 最近这几天，没干正事，都在开心网上钓鱼去了，哈哈哈，我已经2级6千多块钱了，好友里最厉害的哦～！ ========= 哦，对了，前几天把《Samurai Champloo》看完了，不知为什么，迷上了那个叫Sara的角色，虽然我觉得女主角也十分十分十分，很恨很恨很，可爱～ 【补】伤感一下 【GMT 01:01 a.m. Sunday. 12/July/2009. London. 窗外黑色】 突然今天晚上(其实是昨天晚上，严格来说)就爆发了。 猛看了hotmail邮箱联系人里面好多人的照片，发现即使是记忆力如我，也还是有很多人怎么看也记不起来和自己有关了。8年说长真长啊～ 太多记忆要背负了么？身边一个个走过的人，那我又是谁的谁？ 好多喜欢过钦佩过的女孩，但是都没有讲出来。 只是一个个的路过。 觉得如今的我，就像在太阳下晒过头的西红柿一般，虽然还是红的，但是已经遮不住皱掉的皮了。 终于花力气把背景歌曲都填满五首了，其中有一首是为了纪念心里喜欢过并还喜欢的一位姐姐的... ...也许她会听得见... ... 【补】GMT 18:38, 11-July-2009, Saturday. London, Overcast/drizzle 刚从Salvation Army 打工回来，今天经理Rupert在，还有Billie也在，新来来一个看起来很老成(但实际只有21岁！)的似乎叫Robert的英国人，Liz在前面柜台收钱，我们在后面整理衣服什么的，今天天气阴有小雨，这几天天气都还比较凉。 于是一边整理衣服一边聊天，从问我今天愿意在哪个部分工作开始，到谈到我昨天晚上干了什么，然后不知道怎么就谈到了政治(both Country's【错！应为Countries'，both后面加复数】)，还有英国的流行/明星文化，到single mother, benefit thieves, failing education, failing government. corruption and broke. looks pretty grim. 于是我问Rupert他对撒切尔的看法，"Competent"，他说。 比现在这帮家伙要好。 嗯，然后聊到了电影，他写了我一个List的他认为不错的而我又没看过的电影，30来部吧，哈哈，他说下回再给我写个musical的list. 然后聊到了食物， typical takeaways back in the 70's and 80's， 他们居然也是到了80年代才有了第一家麦当劳，that‘s in London we are talking about! and before this, burger was almost never heard of, it was just so American. What the English had are fish'n chips, mashed potatoes, steaks and all the boiled vegetables you can have. They considered then that eating foreign food is somehow equals abandoning their own culture heritage, for pride's sake, hehe. There were just a few Chinese/Indian takeaways, which serve rice, but the English would hardly ever cook rice themselves at home, except for rice pudding and pasta cooking is either cheese macaroni or spaghetti bolognese, and no pizza hut. had an interesting talk, time well spent. ======================================== 嗯， 对了，早上借了别人20镑，下午就还回来了， 真快... ... The film list: Blade Runner Zodiac Se7en Falling Down Accidental Tourist Taxi Driver The Shining Fight Club American Beauty Donnie Dark Full Metal Jacket The Big Lebowski Pulp Fiction Life is Beautiful Rear Window Vertigo North by Northwest The Piano Alien Harold and maude Being There Fargo Blood Simple Raising Arizona Sleepy Hollow The Deer Hunter Running on Empty Peggy Sue got Married It could Happen to You The Rock The Last Seduction ================================= 我们都喜欢的电影有： 穿越类的： <Groundhog Day>, <Run, Lola Run>, <Paycheck> 强大女性类的： <Louise and Thelma>, <Something Wild>, <Confessions of a Trickbaby> ===================================== 哇哈哈，有共同话题真是一件不错的事情。！！！ 【补】GMT 05:20 a.m. 11/July/2009, London 8号周三去还了钱，顺便吃了一顿饭。 9号周四浑浑噩噩地不知怎么的就过了，啊啊啊，对了对了，休息身体，恢复感冒中... ... 10号周五，出去买了1.99的西瓜，1镑钱黄瓜(3根)，一个芝麻面包环(pretzel? 还蛮好吃的，真香吖！) 晚上在疯狂上传视频到六间房，六间房果然比土豆好用多了，也更快速，更清晰，阿门，土豆啊，你被抛弃了... ... 11号凌晨在看有关定语从句的语法（我终于也要开始学语法了啊～～不容易啊～），在网上，在洪恩在线看的 ----记录如下： 1. 关系代词：who, whom, whose, that, which ； 关系副词： when, where, why. 是使用关系代词还是关系副词关键是看谓语动词是 及物 还是 不及物， 带不带宾语； 如果是及物且没带宾语的话，用关系代词（注意和谓语动词的人称和数保持一致），其他情况则用关系副词。 2. 限定性(无逗号)，不可舍弃； 非限定性(有逗号)，即使舍弃也不太影响句子意思； 代词that和副词why不能引导非限定性定语从句。 3. I）介词后面的关系词不能省略。 II）that前不能有介词。 例子： 介词后不能用。 We depend on the land from which we get our food. We depend on the land that/which we get our food from. 4. as和which引非限定，句首和句尾。 另外： 两个独立的句子不能单以逗号连接，所以... ... 例子： 2）The weather turned out to be very good, ___ was more than we could expect. A. what B. which C. that D. it 答案B。which可代替句子，用于非限定性定语从句，而what不可。That 不能用于非限定性定语从句，it不为连词，使由逗号连接的两个句子并在一起在英语语法上行不通。 5. 先行词和关系词的二合一 例子 1)Whoever spits in public will be punished here. (Whoever 可以用 anyone who 代替) 2)The parents will use what they have to send their son to technical school. (what 可以用all that代替) 6. 只能用that作为定语从句的关系代词的情况 a) 在there be 句型中，只用that，不用which。 b) 在不定代词，如：anything, nothing, the one, all, much, few, any, little等作先行词时，只用that，不用which。 c) 先行词有the only, the very修饰时，只用that。 d) 先行词为序数词、数词、形容词最高级时，只用that。. e) 先行词既有人，又有物时。 举例： All that is needed is a supply of oil. 所需的只是供油问题。 Finally, the thief handed everything that he had stolen to the police. 那贼最终把偷的全部东西交给了警察。 【补】今年大不同：又下冰雹了，07/July/2009, 伦敦，GMT下午5点多。 伦敦又下冰雹了，还雷阵雨。 冰雹很大，颗粒很大---黄豆大，一地的；很密集，就像天上几百万人朝地下扫机枪一样。打得房顶，树丛，地上塑料桶噼啪噼啪作响。 刚开始是雨，之后就是冰雹了，一地的白花花的冰粒飘在薄薄的水面上，多得让我想起小时候自己把泡沫塑料全部抠成小粒，一边抠，一边落了一地的样子。 打雷也打得很厉害，今天，闪电也是。 一般英国的雨都少打雷闪电，即使偶尔有，也不大，这次，今天，雷连着雷，电连着电，真让人心慌，而且，今天还听到了看到了一个就在自己头上天空的闪电 ----感觉闪光和轰鸣几乎是同时到达自己的感官的，中间没有一丝一毫的间隔，而且，不是那种低沉的轰隆隆的声音，而是炸雷的声音，啪啦啦很脆，很巨大。 那一瞬间感觉懵掉了，一瞬间就感到了自己的渺小。 很奇怪，只记得英国每年的三月底四月初（最迟四月底五月初），都会有一场小冰雹，没想到今年除了3月28号的那一场外，七月又来了一场，而且还这么大，难道今年很不同么？！？？ 【补】Ashrama--2009-07-06 00:25 from wiki The Ashram systemUnder the Ashram system, the average human life was regarded as one hundred years, consisting of four periods of twenty-five years each. The goal of each period was the ideal fulfillment of four consecutive life stages.
The Ashram system is believed by the Hindus to lead to a fulfillment of the four aims of life namely, Dharma (righteousness), Artha (wealth), Kama (pleasure, passions, emotions, drives), and Moksha (liberation). August 22 【补】poppy fruits photo (the photo I promised)--2009-07-06 00:19 在英国的公园里能够摘到这种东西，是不是很惊人吖？！？！  其实本来有四个青果的，昨天晚上被俺吃掉一个，咀嚼+吞咽，等了好久，一点反应也没有，不知道为什么... ... 汗。 嗯，说明一下，青果里面有好多好多软软的白色小籽，估计就是poppy seeds吧，青果长熟了就变成黄果了，里面的poppy seeds就会变黑，同时“小球”和 “帽子”之间会裂开一些缝，稍微摇一摇黄果，里面黑黑的poppy seeds就呼啦啦全溢出来了，真好玩。 成熟了的(黑色的) poppy seed味道很不错哦， 一直都是用作食品添加的， 英国各大超市到处都有卖撒上了poppy seeds的面包或者蛋糕。 听说中世纪欧洲妇女生完小孩以后，只要能支付得起的(这在当时算奢侈品哦～)，都会买一些poppy seed吃，不知道是因为能镇痛还是因为poppy seed营养高(不过查了一下，poppy seed的营养价值确实不错) wiki上说， 在英国种罂粟居然不需要 办理任何手续/执照， 但是提炼XXX却是违法的，汗。。。 。。。  【补】Full Moon Rage--2009-07-05 09:38 Now it is GMT 01:53 AM, 05-July-2009， Sunday, I am in the kitchen
downstairs with my laptop(Packard Bell, new one , ordered on 27/June
from currys , got it on Wednesday 1st of July), and I am writing a
diary regarding technically, yesterday, Saturday July the fourth. So, you know what I mean when I used the word 'today' thereafter. I'll put it this way, today(04/July), a lot memorable had happend, roll-calling them as follow: spending the enitre morning reading what is left of yesterday's, things on the internet on the wikipedia about Nikola Tesla, Eidetic memory, Verdic teaching, nirvana and stuff. Shopping in the open market for fruits and veggies at midday (I bought a whole box of tomato , 5KG! the big juicy 'ripe on the vine' kind.) , the sky drizzled a bit but then the sun came out again. Then in the afternoon, aha, Saturday afternoon, in the local Salvation Army again, still sorting out clothes and doing the hanging. I have noticed today I am the only male worker there, but, I am good, I am good. Got four cheap book (altogether 37p something, now that's a bargain!), and see what I've got: 1 <SRIMAD BHAGAVATAM---First Canto.Part One>----honestly I don't know what that is, but the book cover caught my eyes, I recognise the Sahasrara sigil and thought it might be something to do with Ancient Hindu/Verdic teachings and , it quite is. 2 <The Complete Tolkien Companion> (thick as a brick,but hey, My Luck!) 3 <The great pursuit> by Tom Sharpe, again I don't know what it is, just got fasinated by the book cover. 4 <Sweet-Talking It> by Karen Mc Combie, you probably never heard of this, well , neither do I. And when I back home at Five, two of the flatmate(a couple) is doing/cooking 肉包子(Chinese meat bun), and they started it from scratch and when I came back they already finished making and almost finished cooking them and I was later treated with some-- four to be exact. nice, it got Chinese mushroom, bamboo shoot, spring onion and pork as stuffing. then not long after, we three decided not to waste a good sunny Saturday evening so we went to the Burgess park near by, did a little fish/crayfish spotting around that big pond and a bit jogging, then I had my watermelon ( I brought some from home from the start, wrapped it in foil) . There are about half a dozen camps around it with people fishing and one guy almost got a big carp, more than two foot long I reckon, but it just not his day and the fish just itched and twitched away. quite anticlimax. Then back home, on the way back ,still in the park ,we did some berry gathering/tasting and , stumbled on some lone poppy growing in a quiet corner of the park , holy moly, I took one fruit off the stiff spiked stem and saw white milk ozzing out of its wound , both on the stem and on the fruit, I licked it a little bit, at first ,a chill on my tongue, like when you eating karela/bitter gourd, then a full swung bitterness, profound bitterness, then , my tongue feels like been populated by many ants, feeling numb and ...number. Holy Moly! Went back checking wiki, "poppy grown doesn't need a license in the UK",, Moly! and went out again ,this time, with only the husband, he knows a place where there are fig trees, grape vine , apple tree, pear tree, plum tree, and swarm of yet more poppy. Moly! good nice trip this time except the figs are big enough but not sweet enought, its skin's even hard. the pomegranate flower are still budding, the apple, she is still before her puberty, grape looks like a giant green raspberry, the red plum's actually good, but someone is looking at us simian thieves, so, we shyed away, but, Moly, Poppies, lots of them. God bless the Queen! I am going to take a photo tomorrow and show you how MOLY it is... ====================================================== so , all in all , a nice day ,except when I got home , I realised , it is the end of this week and this week it is a disaster, I didn't even finish my casual wiki reading! not to mention my Greek and Latin study, it became a scandal! One week of skirmish followed by two weeks of out of the window. Is that me? Am I that dramatic? even more, deep in my mind I remembered someone, a girl, that girl , who wrote that nice innocent yet powerful song <四个女生/心愿>。 so and so evil are my fingers, googling again, it seems, nowadays, people are just a few clicks away, even without them noticing. at first I felt it was fun, because I scare them and I happy, then, not anymore, I 'd wish to know them AND probably making friend with them, and too convenient a information is not solid foundation to begin with. 'Build your house on rocks, not on sands!', do it the normal way, the humane way. no stealth, no creepy crawlies. and I was only to find out that she is even more fledged, but I am still a wanton. Jealousy? ...ish, and then? Panic-ing... why? don't know, better blame it on the moonlight, the luna-tic power. shall I keep it in my heart a secret? does peace come after chaos? ----between "no good tree bear bad fruit" and "where there is despair, let's bring hope" ----Which one should I believe? ========================================= Fin -03:17 AM- 【补】Hodie--2009-07-03 06:59 For today I googled and Wikied: Nyarlathotep Azathoth H.P.Lovecraft Nikola Tesla Lord Dunsany Ruth and Naomi(Holy Lesbianism?see http://www.leewind.org/2008/03/ruth-and-naomi-what-happened-next-to.html and http://www.keyway.ca/htm2005/20050515.htm for and against) Alice Wu : 《Saving Face》 http://blog.chinatimes.com/justsaymo/archive/2005/11/17/26001.html Spinster, the one, the womyn who spins, and really spins! http://www.leewind.org/2008/01/spinsters-chinas-silk-weavers-were-they.html "...But what guy wouldn't be ok with his girlfriend liking other girls? Isn't that just a giant leap closer to fulfilling every man's 3some fantasy?" http://diaryofachineselesbian.blogspot.com/ 【补】Exodus 23:9--2009-06-25 21:069 "Do not oppress an alien; you yourselves know how it feels to be aliens, because you were aliens in Egypt.
【补】我的真面目--2009-06-23 05:04我的真面目。 如下： Q1:如果看到自己最爱的人熟睡在你面前你会做什么？ Q2: 你认为什么才算是真正的幸福? Q3: 你觉得友情重要还是爱情重要，为什么？ Q4: 你现在有喜欢旳人吗? Q5: 你相信天长地久吗？ Q6:你刚刚在干嘛? Q7:你现在过得快乐么？ Q8:现在你最想要什么? Q9:如果有秘密，你真的会做到坦白的告诉对方吗? Q10:喜欢小baby吗？ Q11:觉得友情是永远的么? Q12:希望自己多大结婚？ Q13:你要对你最爱的人说的一句话？ Q14:你是不是经常觉得自己很失败呢? Q15:爱人和被人爱,哪一种更幸福? Q16:做人最失败的时候? Q17:你愿意做智慧型人物,还是美貌型人物? Q18:为了以后在一起,你会等待自己爱的人4年么? Q19:你觉得自己长大了没有？ Q20:做这些题是什么心情？ Q21:死之前想对谁说最后一句话?说什么? Q22:在你们心中,缘分是用什么来表示的？ Q23:有过的最幸福的一瞬间是什么？ Q24:你最讨厌的人,你会怎样去对待？ Q25:你愿意毁了生活还是愿意生活毁了你？ Q26:如果发现了你爱的人变成了陌生人,你该远去,还是找回你认识的他（她）? Q27: 你会为他或她做自己从来不会做的事情? Q28: 你觉得女生长发好还是短发好？ Q29: 最想去哪里旅游？ Q30: 一辈子都不会忘记的事? Q31: 如果爱一个人,是不是要拼命挽回TA? Q32: 看到天空你想起的第一个人是谁? Q33: 你会爱他一辈子么？ Q34: 喜欢你的人和你喜欢的人，你会选哪个？ Q35: 你会以何种方式表现你对他（她）的爱? Q36: 如果你想痛扁一个人,你希望那个人是? Q37: 我们会一直在一起吗？ Q38: 最让你觉得安心的人是？ Q39: 曾经的感情是否已不在了？ Q40: 在黑夜独自神伤的时候,手机里希望谁打来电话？ Q41: 如果自己不想做的事，会为了对方做吗？ Q42: 如果你的他（她）哭了，你的第一个举动是什么？ Q43: 相信有来世吗？ Q44: 你曾经的梦想还在吗？ Q45: 你相信爱情吗?为什么？ Q46: 曾经爱过的人要和你做朋友，你会接受吗？ Q47: 希望和我一直做朋友么？ Q48: 你相信网恋吗? Q49: 你和他（她）吵架时，你会让步么？ Q50: 他什么都没有，你还愿意跟着他吗？ Q51: 今天你快乐吗？ Q52: 如果可以选择，你会选择待遇高的而不顺心的工作？还是待遇平平，顺心的工作呢？ Q53: 当曾经熟悉的人变成陌生人你会怎么面对? Q54: 为什么我们不能说不爱了就不爱了？ Q55: 你一生中的最爱是谁？（关于爱情） Q56: 你喜欢什么类型的房子? Q57: 今天吃啥好吃的啦？ Q58: 这个幸福接力棒接的下去不？ Q59: 觉得我是个怎样的人？（好的，坏的，尽管说） Q60：这个世界能找到另一个自己吗？（友情爱情亲情都可以） Q61：在错误的timing相遇，你会爱TA吗？ Q62：你知道了你的好朋友说你坏话（偷偷知道的），大骂她一场，还是装什么都没发生，还是。。。。。。。 Q63：你害怕失去你的Ta吗？ Q64：你的冬天冷吗？ Q65：难过的时候你最先想到的是谁？ Q66：后悔近期的生活方式了吗？ Q67：爱是不是必须要包容？ Q68：你觉得承诺必须要遵守吗?即使是委屈自己。 Q69：是不是喜欢一个人也可以默默地喜欢，不要告诉他？ Q70：明明知道是错的，还会不会去尝试？ Q71：如果不能再爱了怎么办？ Q72：在乎一个人时，你会告诉他（她）吗？ Q73：在自己最委屈的时候第一个想到的人是WHO？ Q74：暑假打算怎么过？！ Q75：回答这些问题很无聊吧？ Q76：喜欢吃蛋挞吗？ Q77：减肥的话什么最有效而且是立杆见影？ Q78：你喜欢我吗？ Q79：你现在最想干什么? Q80：你09年的最大愿望？ Q81: 如果你伤心，会找谁哭泣？会是我么？ Q82：被点到了，会怪我吗？ Q83：想不想周游世界？ Q84:如果要你必须舍弃一种感官，你舍弃哪个？ Q85: 你现在有烦恼吗？ Q86：你是怎样让急躁中的自己平静下来的？ Q87：現在你最大的遺憾是什麼？ Q88：对于未来有打算了么？ Q89：你认为幸福是指什么？ 90：你认为现在的你幸福吗？遇到你最爱的人了吗？ Q91：你爱的人离你远去后发现你才是真正爱她的人你还会接受他么？ Q92:想象一下你以后的生活会怎么样？ Q93：当现实和爱情发生冲突的时候，你会怎么办？ Q94: 别人说你不要脸,你会怎么办? 95：你会伤害你爱的人吗？ 96：你会理解欺骗你的人吗？ 97：你现在在为你的梦想而努力吗？ 98：你的梦想是什么？ 99：你生日的时候最想得到谁的祝福，最想得到什么礼物？ 100.你懒不？ 101.你现在正在人生的十字路口吗？ 102。你是人还是猪？ 103.你想过死亡吗？为什么？ 104.你觉得你会幸福吗？ 105.我什么时候才能找到我爱的人和爱我的人？ 106.你会相信命运吗？ 107.我长的漂亮么？ 108.如果你爱的人对你有秘密,你怎么办? 109.你活的 开心 吗 ？ 110.当你觉得你们的前方很渺茫的时候，你还会继续你的选择吗？ 111.当天空飘雪的时候你会想到最浪漫的事是什么？ 112.说一句话总结一下自己最近的心情吧！ 113.最爱吃的水果是什么啊？ 现在是 yellow date（黄椰枣），fresh persimmon(新鲜柿子) ，紫葡萄(American Concord Variaty) 114.什么样的人才是对自己最好的人呢？ 115.有过轻生的念头么 116.你爱的人走了,只剩下爱你的人,你会怎样? 117.如果世界末日还有三分钟，你最想做什么？ 118.你觉得感情的最佳相处方式是什么? 19:想不想要永远和我在一起? 120：怎样对待爱你爱到矢志不渝的人（你不爱他） 121：如果无论你怎样做，你爱的他（她）都对你不冷不热的，你还会继续爱他（她）吗？ 答： 那她必定是一个宽容的人。 ----------------------------- 总算完了，这既是我的真面目， at 23/June/2009 ，希望以后的我看到这篇文章的时候，能原谅当时的我的幼稚。 【补】Alcuin--2009-06-21 05:34 Alcuin 【补】Wash your hands before meals!--2009-06-20 00:09学拉丁语的时候碰到一句话不理解： Vento enim folia et rami crepitant et equus, umbrarum ramorumque timidus, 上下文： Monachus in terra iacet. Equus, ab umbris territus, e via in silvam effugit. Vento enim folia et rami crepitant et equus, umbrarum ramorumque timidus, nunc per silvas ad monasterium festinat. Immotus in terra iacet monachus. Paulus ad monachum currit. Figura tamen non monachi sed feminae est. Paulus feminam spectat. Cucullus feminae est scissus. Paulus feminam tunica protegit. --------------------------------------------------------------------- 乱翻βίβλος的时候看到一段，摘抄下来 Six Woes37When Jesus had finished speaking, a Pharisee invited him to eat with him; so he went in and reclined at the table. 38But the Pharisee, noticing that Jesus did not first wash before the meal, was surprised. 39Then the Lord said to him, "Now then, you Pharisees clean the outside of the cup and dish, but inside you are full of greed and wickedness. 40You foolish people! Did not the one who made the outside make the inside also? 41But give what is inside the dish [j] to the poor, and everything will be clean for you. 42"Woe to you Pharisees, because you give God a tenth of your mint, rue and all other kinds of garden herbs, but you neglect justice and the love of God. You should have practiced the latter without leaving the former undone. 43"Woe to you Pharisees, because you love the most important seats in the synagogues and greetings in the marketplaces. 44"Woe to you, because you are like unmarked graves, which men walk over without knowing it." 45One of the experts in the law answered him, "Teacher, when you say these things, you insult us also." 46Jesus replied, "And you experts in the law, woe to you, because you load people down with burdens they can hardly carry, and you yourselves will not lift one finger to help them. 47"Woe to you, because you build tombs for the prophets, and it was your forefathers who killed them. 48So you testify that you approve of what your forefathers did; they killed the prophets, and you build their tombs. 49Because of this, God in his wisdom said, 'I will send them prophets and apostles, some of whom they will kill and others they will persecute.' 50Therefore this generation will be held responsible for the blood of all the prophets that has been shed since the beginning of the world, 51from the blood of Abel to the blood of Zechariah, who was killed between the altar and the sanctuary. Yes, I tell you, this generation will be held responsible for it all. 52"Woe to you experts in the law, because you have taken away the key to knowledge. You yourselves have not entered, and you have hindered those who were entering." 53When Jesus left there, the Pharisees and the teachers of the law began to oppose him fiercely and to besiege him with questions, 54waiting to catch him in something he might say.
 【补】First day at the local Salvation Army--2009-06-14 00:20Nice Saturday afternoon, first day at the local Salvation Army. All feel fine. Today the local Salvation Army's manager Rupert had a busy day, four applicants at the same time, two black girl call Alamided and Liz , and me plus an old English lady at her 40's
Gone through the induction , and basically the charity shop was into two sections: one is sorting out donations and stock preparation, in a seperate room at the back of the shop (huge space they have! and small kitchen with cups and kettle tea , coffee et cetera). and the other section is actually working in the 'shop' , talking to customers and using the till.
Rupert is young , maybe in his 30's but looks like energytic to me, talk active and polite and patient. Today I worked at the back , sorting out the donations, actually, it is Rupert who did the sorting , I did the 'Hangings',,,'Hangings', first day and I am already feel powerful, no, it is actually putting all clothes on different hangers and stick on them a size stick, that's all what it is, from 2 to 5, and time flies by.
and time flies by... ... no time for tears, wasted water's all that is, and it ain't make no flowers grow... ... 【补】Ah..2009-06-04 23:05Ah..found a book on the floor in front of the charity shop around the corner on the last weekend.
《Christine》by Stephen King. haha , I thought he was an actor...
I finished the first few page and it's ... ... ....
nice 【补】backie....ish--2009-06-04 22:46最近这几周。
搬房子（原来的房子，和房东一样烂...），然后意见不合，和原本一起重新找房子的朋友分道扬镳找房子（但还是朋友）。
又经历了一系列emotion turbulence,... ...也不知道对我来说是更好还是更坏。nor have any idea if I am changing from a bag of nerve to a bag of sap.
Anyway, stumbled upon pics of this girl called Jessica Gomes, and I quickly turned into a follower, of her cult, of her face, of her curve.. and soon I am having all sorts of fantasies all over it, been to movie, seashore, beach at night, and never to mention the ultimate obvious, many times, though some of the times it is the beginning rather than the end. and all sorts of conversations... ...like ... ... ... I don\t really remember, but it surely all good ones, with golden sunshine on her smily face and her pearly white, and her long slender legs and... ...OK, I 'll stop here. how long will it take for me turing into a worshiper of the opposite sex? one second...... -----No, the door bell isn't ringing. -----I mean, very quick.
how long will it take for me to cool down? about 4 to 5 days, ----I just found out
We all addicts who are constantly itching for the next BIG DOSE. A dose which is bigger than the one jsut had... ...
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